These evenings come up every so often, but really I so rarely get a chance with the house to myself, with such a golden opportunity to work on the book and do all those things you love to do in a big empty house (bootyshaking in your underwear a la Cameron Diaz is no exception), that it's actually quite nice.
I decided to write to let you know that things are going really well. I've finally reached a point where all the missing jigsaw pieces (or at least those that were in the wrong place) are finally all coming together. This new job I began this week has just been such a breath of fresh air; it's funny how stagnant your life can become without you realising.
I had outgrown my time at my old work; I am no longer the fresh 18 year old, overwhelmed and excited by the world of bartending. I've gotten a little bit older, a lot wiser, and ready to move on to the next stage.
A lot of evolution can happen in three years, and I find that the things I experienced and learnt at my old work seemed to hang in the air, and I was dredged in reminders of the person I used to be, instead of just being the person I have become. It seems that as people change, so too must their surroundings, but why is it that this so often doesn't happen?
It is simply a fear of change, or something more?
I think it's time people took a deep breath and a leap of faith on something new. Take a trip, change jobs, meet new people, visit unusual places, mix things up and shake them about. Because the person you are now has never existed at any other time, and they need space to breathe!
Just a little thought!
All my love as always,
Chryssie Danger xo
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